Ok so most of you probably won't understand this, or if you do...I don't know...Im going to try and write it so people don't associate it with certain people.
When certain people have more ample opportunity than others why do the other people have to get jealous, or completely blank you altogether.
I don't want people to think I am mean, cause Im not...but if you don't give me a try out...talk to me, try and get to know me then how will you exactly know.
I like to meet new people, and half of my latest additions to my friends have been amazing ones...Im not going to "forget" anyone, thats for certain just cause certain opportunites may be easier to get into my grasp than yours.
I don't want people to spread malicious rumours or give me grief....Im not interested in teeny-bopper drama. Im old enough and wise enough to know when to hold my hands up and walk away cause life is just TOO DAMN SHORT!
I'll talk to anyone out there....anyone. I like to have people in my life who I know are going to change it for the better. The thing is saying that it still affects me, Im scared to get a truth box on myspace because I don't want to know what people would write or what they truly feel...now thats plain silly but its true.
I shouldn't let it affect me cause I know that the people who are close to me know how I actually am as a person, however far away they are...even people who don't know me that well can tell certain anger is going to begin...certain immature people want to make me and someone else unhappy, even when we're in arms distance my eyes say it all, and that someone saw that a few nights ago...
What Im trying to say is get to know me before you make assumptions cause I don't mean to sound selfish or anything but I have more important stuff happening right now in my life that I need to make my main priorty....so yeah.
xoxo Lizz
I officially realised school is over... ):
I had my last year photo, with everyone in my whole year group...seeing everyone and knowing everyone within my year was crazy, like a whole 300 people...and by looking at each and everyone of them I knew them by name. Even the ones who aren't even my friends; thats how long everyone has been with each other.
Its a wierd moment, cause right now I don't know whether to celebrate, or to cry
Im going to miss a lot of people, even people who I don't talk to a lot
Personally some of them I can't wait to get away from, but all of my friends, I love a LOT. Its pretty crappy to think that I may not keep in contact with everyone...
I noticed a lot this year, and that is how mature everyone is. Everyone talks to everyone in Senior year and well, "groups" don't really seem to matter in the final school year and its brings a smile to my face so bad :D
Also, I found out today that I am consider pretty tall for a girl as I was the 3rd line from the top of the whole benches thing...the taller you are the higher up the bench you are...so for a girl thats considered pretty tall...(ok that was irrelevant and I really didn't need to involve that within this blog, but its awesome and Im proud to be THAT tall!)
Lizz
xoxo
I had my last year photo, with everyone in my whole year group...seeing everyone and knowing everyone within my year was crazy, like a whole 300 people...and by looking at each and everyone of them I knew them by name. Even the ones who aren't even my friends; thats how long everyone has been with each other.
Its a wierd moment, cause right now I don't know whether to celebrate, or to cry
Im going to miss a lot of people, even people who I don't talk to a lot
Personally some of them I can't wait to get away from, but all of my friends, I love a LOT. Its pretty crappy to think that I may not keep in contact with everyone...
I noticed a lot this year, and that is how mature everyone is. Everyone talks to everyone in Senior year and well, "groups" don't really seem to matter in the final school year and its brings a smile to my face so bad :D
Also, I found out today that I am consider pretty tall for a girl as I was the 3rd line from the top of the whole benches thing...the taller you are the higher up the bench you are...so for a girl thats considered pretty tall...(ok that was irrelevant and I really didn't need to involve that within this blog, but its awesome and Im proud to be THAT tall!)
Lizz
xoxo
This stuff seriously isn't good....its GRREEAAAT haha! ok I took that from the Frosties commercial, but its true. Cereal has become my new green tea if you want to say that. I mean don't get me wrong I love green tea...but now cereal's right there ;P
I don't know, before I never used to love it, it was something I would have for breakfast, but now, I sorta crave it. Its stupid really, the golden grain haunts me....muahhhaaahhhaahh
It crazy...but pretty sweet too. I now need to find a cereal's anonymous or something, I already know TWO people who would join straight away...there's gotta be more out there
love lizz
xoxo
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