I almost forgot what it's like to be ill....

Now I've remembered :(

The last time I can remember myself being ill has got to be about one year ago. I really don't get that ill. Oranges are one of my favourite fruits, so I thank that obsession with them for being one of the reasons. But now I'm sick, I have the worst sore throat ever and such a terrible ear ache. I almost forgot what the feeling was like to be ill, but I remembered. I just want to sleep this weekend away and hope for recovery because I need to stay on top of everything at college.

My first full week back at college happened this week, and it actually wasn't too bad. My college has messed up my time table though and I'm going to be at least one week behind on my studies for History because it clashes with both my other subjects and of course I can't be in more than one place at one time. So I'm still waiting on my college to sort that out!

Stressful times when it comes to organising university choices which is my main concern at this very moment, but of course I can't concentrate on anything for more than five seconds because I feel so terrible. I have my five choices I believe but now I just need to look futher into them to make sure that my choices are final so I can start my personal statement stuff.

On a much lighter note my 18th Birthday is 55 days away hahaha.....yes I'm counting!

-L-

Reality begins tomorrow

Reality. College. Everything going back to normal.

My last year of college starts tomorrow. Well not officially. I officially start Monday, but tomorrow and Friday I have to do these stupid inductions which really aren't necessary at all. I can't believe how fast this year has gone, its actually quite scary. So many things have happened to me this year some for the worst and some for the better but I feel that they have made me change my outlook on life. They have made me a better person, a stronger person.

I can't believe I turn eighteen in two months. I can't believe this time next year I will be starting University, where ever that is I don't actually know, whether its in England or not I don't know. All I know is that I have 8 months of college to do and then I'm finished. THEN I'm going to have the best summer of my entire life. So much is going to go down in the Summer of 2010 that its mind-blowing. I'm doing anything and everything I have ever dreamed to do.

I am blessed and sure tomorrow means the start of all my free time being taken up by school work but its also another day closer to the best summer I will ever be able to imagine. Now if that isn't the best incentive then I don't know what is...

-L-