Boy i wish it was today my plane was leaving...

knowing that im going to NYC makes me relise just how crud my life actually is here.
i dont like it and i want to leave; i mean any sane person would feel the same way.
im kinda scared about going to New York cause i know for a fact that i will NOT want to come back here; but id rather have that feeling cause right now everything is so shit.


lets be plain about this, the weather is the worst ive ever seen it, and its summer bu occording by the black clouds looming over my house, it isn't.
im still pastily white, and im no fake tanner, sooooo looks like i'll have to stay this way until august ;D
every video i watch on you tube is jon
as related and its peeing me off slightly; cause i laugh at thing ive watched like 5 times over. BUT BUT BUT i have to say the new tour is amazing, arghhhhhh...yeah boiiiii :D
im annoyed at little teenys shouting "I LOVE YOU NICK!"; ok one the kid get thats every day, two you were sitting at the back of the arena HE COULD NOT HAVE HEARD YOU, and three he was trying to be respectful you should have been two, and finally four - that song has meaning so quit ruining it for others
you selfish jerk!

(AND BREATHE!)

i just wanted to update btw :D

i'll be here in less than one month:












listening to this which is being released in EXACTLY ONE MONTH TODAY :D















WOO!
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