Today you are all I have been thinking about. Constantly on my mind. I just don't know what to do. When I saw at the beginning of the week it had been a while since we had last seen each other and there was just an attraction as soon as we looked at each other. Its driving me insane. The worst thing about it is that you have a girlfriend. Why must God does this to me?
You are the first actual person I have liked that is actually in reach. You are the most amazing guy I have met (other than the one who I know deep down is out of reach) and I don't know what to do. I just want to know what could happen. Really I want to know. We looked at each other and it was just like whoa, honestly I've never had that before (once again other than with the guy who is now out of reach and wasn't when I had that with him).
When you're girlfriend came to the place the look on your face almost killed me. It was like "I'm so sorry I would like to but ehh *point to girlfriend*".
I suppose you win some and lose some huh?
AYO.
Happy blog finally. Whatsssuppppp peeps.
As I said yesterday was one of my best/worst days. Here's why it was one of the best days. I don't care whether any of you actually believe any of this, (if any of you still read this ha!) but I know what is true and what isn't.
Yesterday I pried myself away from the computer and went to a local concert not far from where I live with my best friend. Let me tell you I love the Jonas Brothers a whole lot, but You Me At Six are slowly creeping up there. They are amazing boys. Truly awesome. We hung out with them for most of the day. No actually being fans. We'd met the guys before, seen them before, had pictures before. This time around we just talked to them, and hung out without acting like fans. It was actually awesome.
Josh. Let me tell you. When I last saw them, no way did I have a favourite. However right now its all about the Franceschi. He is incredibly nice. Constantly tried to make us laugh the entire time. They make you feel so at ease. We talked to all the others too. Max was actually the first YM@6 boy that we saw. He was smoking a cig and was just chilling and stuff. It was weird how they actually swore around us and stuff, but so cool that they were so at ease with us.
Josh was the one we hung out with the most. He was standing there on his phone and he looks up and like smiles hugely to us. Comes to us after he ends his call and is talking about the show and stuff. How they wanted to just play covers for the entire night. Someone mentioned Jonas Brothers and Metro Station to him. Don't get me wrong I love those bands with everything in me (especially Jonas) so before anyone tries to bash me or anything, let me just get that out there.
Some other girls came, they were a lot younger than us and were kinda freaking out, but it was all good. Someone asks him if he was going to cover Jonas Brothers and Metro Station. Now automatically when you see someone you know what their age is, I believe so anyway. You know who you connect with and who you don't. Like when you're at a concert you know when one of the singers/band is looking at you cause you feel the connection.
So Josh turns to me and my friend and is like. "Yeah we are totally going to cover Metro Station and Jonas Brothers" and you could tell the sarcasm was right there and he stares at me and my friend as if to say come on, that is not going to happen. So he like raises his eyebrow, meaning some people really don't understand do they and of course we start laughing cause we sense the sarcasm straight away but apparently one of the younger girls doesn't cause she turns to him and is like "OMGOMGOMG" and he looks at her and says "That was a joke btw". He looks back at us and rolls his eyes. Seriously, he is downright awesome.
Everyone disperses and we are standing there and he's signing someones stuff and he mentions something about food and then goes back inside (after staring at us for so long, like staring as in checking us out. Believe what you want to believe but you know when someone is doing that). He comes back out after talking to the rest of the guys and is like "Right, I'm going to get some food, because I'm a fatty" and then he walks off down the street. We of course are laughing cause people are like freaking out and stuff, and to us its just Josh.
Then Matt and Dan come out and stare directly at myself and my bestie and go "So we're going to get food now. Who's coming?" They look at us and we smile and they just stare as if to say get some food with us. We weren't hungry, so we didn't go with them in the end, we should have because it would have been freaking awesome.
So Josh returns and we're standing by the door talking to some friends and stuff. He tries to make us laugh so bad, its funny cause you know when a guy is really trying to get your attention, his attitude was exactly like that. He walks to the guard we are with and he gets right in his face and starts making weird faces and noises, trying to get us to crack up. I stared at him and he was staring back at me, for a while actually it was kinda hilario. He was with his brother and they went behind the door and were talking and stuff. You know when someone is talking about you cause they look directly at us after they do it. Well that's what Josh and his brother did they moved away from the door and then stared at me and my friend. I was kinda....I don't know how to put it to be honest, but Josh is really, really nice.
So he walks inside and then we go grab some food and stuff and eat. We come back and Max is talking to us about the crappy in4merz people and he's like "Who the fuck are in4merz? I've never heard of them. We ain't working with them." and we are still telling him how this promotional team is saying they are working with them and then he's like "How do you spell it? What's there website, we're gonna sort this out" and its funny to see him trying to spell in4merz he was like speaking it out as he typed it into his phone. "in-4-mer-z" hahaha honestly he's such a cutie. When he was trying to explain something he talks with his hands, and when he couldn't think of a word he was saying "Fuckin'" and like dragging it out so he could think of the word.
So as Max is having his cigarette, Josh sticks his head out and looks at us again, making sure we were still there and says something to Max and he whips his head around to us and smiles, and goes back inside. So we're chilling and before we could do anything who should come out again other than Joshua Franceschi. He's talking to us about stuff and everyone (aka the young people) are like "Can you talk to my friend?" like twenty different times over and its funny cause he takes all these phones off of them. He takes pics with people and you can tell he gets slightly awkward when doing it. He walks off down the road with this girls phone and then turns back up the road, and with me being directly opposite to him he was staring at me the entire time he was walking up the road. He does this thing where he stares at you, and squints his eyes slightly in a mysterious way. He did not take his eyes off of me the entire time, until he turned around and passed the phone back to the girl.
Josh's girlfriend came and I felt sorry for her a bunch of girls were like she's trampy and stuff. She gave off the feeling of being intimidated when she walked past myself and my friend (sorry if this sounds big-headed) because she bowed her head. We then went around to the queue (which was massive) and went into the concert.
Josh and Max (Man its like I'm only talking about those two lol) came on stage when Attack Attack were on and sang backing vocals. It was hilarious cause Josh took the piss out of the lead singer. He took his mic first and then went behind him and started like humping him. Then he was flipping the "v" sign into his face and was laughing so hard it was effin hilarious.
Then after two supports. YM@6 finally came on!
So Max is trying to get the crowd going and keeps saying "leamington spa" and stuff and he's finishes his "pep talk" and Josh does the sigh of "Wanker and blowjob" towards Max and starts laughing. Fucking Hilarious. Oh and I Josh was all like "Leamington Spa fucking make some noise" or something to that effect, he definitely said "fucking" anyways. Hands down love these boys.
We were near the front (more to Max's side) and Josh was staring at us and singing at us, as was Max cause those were the two who we hung out with the most so they recognised us. The crowd was insane and Josh (who had talked to us earlier obviously knew our accents from Birmingham) so he goes before "Save it for the bedroom" - "Anyone here from Birmingham?" *scream* "My mother's from Birmingham, I have family there" *cue Josh's attempt at the accent* "Anyway, this song that we are going to sing is dedicated to everyone from Birmingham and its called Save It For The Bedroom". ;)
The concert was freaking amazing. I really needed to have an amazing time with some awesome people. It was funny at the end cause Dan was kinda drunk and Max was like "Yeah, yeah. I've 'sorted out' that In4merz thing." it was funny.
Josh by far the best guy I've met in long time. So geniune. "...and I'm watching you" ;)
"We finished writing our new album and to be honest its a bit shit. Just kidding, its awesome"
I'm definitely going to see them again soon. So many good memories, and good inside jokes that I could fill a blog with but it's just not needed. The only one that is needed is that
"....and I'm watching you" one ;) ;) ;) ;)
oh and the "I'm going to be honest before I came here I didn't even know about Leamington Spa. But let me tell you Leamington Spa is my kinda place" ;) ;) ;) ;)
hahahahahahaha
ending. bye bye.
Happy blog finally. Whatsssuppppp peeps.
As I said yesterday was one of my best/worst days. Here's why it was one of the best days. I don't care whether any of you actually believe any of this, (if any of you still read this ha!) but I know what is true and what isn't.
Yesterday I pried myself away from the computer and went to a local concert not far from where I live with my best friend. Let me tell you I love the Jonas Brothers a whole lot, but You Me At Six are slowly creeping up there. They are amazing boys. Truly awesome. We hung out with them for most of the day. No actually being fans. We'd met the guys before, seen them before, had pictures before. This time around we just talked to them, and hung out without acting like fans. It was actually awesome.
Josh. Let me tell you. When I last saw them, no way did I have a favourite. However right now its all about the Franceschi. He is incredibly nice. Constantly tried to make us laugh the entire time. They make you feel so at ease. We talked to all the others too. Max was actually the first YM@6 boy that we saw. He was smoking a cig and was just chilling and stuff. It was weird how they actually swore around us and stuff, but so cool that they were so at ease with us.
Josh was the one we hung out with the most. He was standing there on his phone and he looks up and like smiles hugely to us. Comes to us after he ends his call and is talking about the show and stuff. How they wanted to just play covers for the entire night. Someone mentioned Jonas Brothers and Metro Station to him. Don't get me wrong I love those bands with everything in me (especially Jonas) so before anyone tries to bash me or anything, let me just get that out there.
Some other girls came, they were a lot younger than us and were kinda freaking out, but it was all good. Someone asks him if he was going to cover Jonas Brothers and Metro Station. Now automatically when you see someone you know what their age is, I believe so anyway. You know who you connect with and who you don't. Like when you're at a concert you know when one of the singers/band is looking at you cause you feel the connection.
So Josh turns to me and my friend and is like. "Yeah we are totally going to cover Metro Station and Jonas Brothers" and you could tell the sarcasm was right there and he stares at me and my friend as if to say come on, that is not going to happen. So he like raises his eyebrow, meaning some people really don't understand do they and of course we start laughing cause we sense the sarcasm straight away but apparently one of the younger girls doesn't cause she turns to him and is like "OMGOMGOMG" and he looks at her and says "That was a joke btw". He looks back at us and rolls his eyes. Seriously, he is downright awesome.
Everyone disperses and we are standing there and he's signing someones stuff and he mentions something about food and then goes back inside (after staring at us for so long, like staring as in checking us out. Believe what you want to believe but you know when someone is doing that). He comes back out after talking to the rest of the guys and is like "Right, I'm going to get some food, because I'm a fatty" and then he walks off down the street. We of course are laughing cause people are like freaking out and stuff, and to us its just Josh.
Then Matt and Dan come out and stare directly at myself and my bestie and go "So we're going to get food now. Who's coming?" They look at us and we smile and they just stare as if to say get some food with us. We weren't hungry, so we didn't go with them in the end, we should have because it would have been freaking awesome.
So Josh returns and we're standing by the door talking to some friends and stuff. He tries to make us laugh so bad, its funny cause you know when a guy is really trying to get your attention, his attitude was exactly like that. He walks to the guard we are with and he gets right in his face and starts making weird faces and noises, trying to get us to crack up. I stared at him and he was staring back at me, for a while actually it was kinda hilario. He was with his brother and they went behind the door and were talking and stuff. You know when someone is talking about you cause they look directly at us after they do it. Well that's what Josh and his brother did they moved away from the door and then stared at me and my friend. I was kinda....I don't know how to put it to be honest, but Josh is really, really nice.
So he walks inside and then we go grab some food and stuff and eat. We come back and Max is talking to us about the crappy in4merz people and he's like "Who the fuck are in4merz? I've never heard of them. We ain't working with them." and we are still telling him how this promotional team is saying they are working with them and then he's like "How do you spell it? What's there website, we're gonna sort this out" and its funny to see him trying to spell in4merz he was like speaking it out as he typed it into his phone. "in-4-mer-z" hahaha honestly he's such a cutie. When he was trying to explain something he talks with his hands, and when he couldn't think of a word he was saying "Fuckin'" and like dragging it out so he could think of the word.
So as Max is having his cigarette, Josh sticks his head out and looks at us again, making sure we were still there and says something to Max and he whips his head around to us and smiles, and goes back inside. So we're chilling and before we could do anything who should come out again other than Joshua Franceschi. He's talking to us about stuff and everyone (aka the young people) are like "Can you talk to my friend?" like twenty different times over and its funny cause he takes all these phones off of them. He takes pics with people and you can tell he gets slightly awkward when doing it. He walks off down the road with this girls phone and then turns back up the road, and with me being directly opposite to him he was staring at me the entire time he was walking up the road. He does this thing where he stares at you, and squints his eyes slightly in a mysterious way. He did not take his eyes off of me the entire time, until he turned around and passed the phone back to the girl.
Josh's girlfriend came and I felt sorry for her a bunch of girls were like she's trampy and stuff. She gave off the feeling of being intimidated when she walked past myself and my friend (sorry if this sounds big-headed) because she bowed her head. We then went around to the queue (which was massive) and went into the concert.
Josh and Max (Man its like I'm only talking about those two lol) came on stage when Attack Attack were on and sang backing vocals. It was hilarious cause Josh took the piss out of the lead singer. He took his mic first and then went behind him and started like humping him. Then he was flipping the "v" sign into his face and was laughing so hard it was effin hilarious.
Then after two supports. YM@6 finally came on!
So Max is trying to get the crowd going and keeps saying "leamington spa" and stuff and he's finishes his "pep talk" and Josh does the sigh of "Wanker and blowjob" towards Max and starts laughing. Fucking Hilarious. Oh and I Josh was all like "Leamington Spa fucking make some noise" or something to that effect, he definitely said "fucking" anyways. Hands down love these boys.
We were near the front (more to Max's side) and Josh was staring at us and singing at us, as was Max cause those were the two who we hung out with the most so they recognised us. The crowd was insane and Josh (who had talked to us earlier obviously knew our accents from Birmingham) so he goes before "Save it for the bedroom" - "Anyone here from Birmingham?" *scream* "My mother's from Birmingham, I have family there" *cue Josh's attempt at the accent* "Anyway, this song that we are going to sing is dedicated to everyone from Birmingham and its called Save It For The Bedroom". ;)
The concert was freaking amazing. I really needed to have an amazing time with some awesome people. It was funny at the end cause Dan was kinda drunk and Max was like "Yeah, yeah. I've 'sorted out' that In4merz thing." it was funny.
Josh by far the best guy I've met in long time. So geniune. "...and I'm watching you" ;)
"We finished writing our new album and to be honest its a bit shit. Just kidding, its awesome"
I'm definitely going to see them again soon. So many good memories, and good inside jokes that I could fill a blog with but it's just not needed. The only one that is needed is that
"....and I'm watching you" one ;) ;) ;) ;)
oh and the "I'm going to be honest before I came here I didn't even know about Leamington Spa. But let me tell you Leamington Spa is my kinda place" ;) ;) ;) ;)
hahahahahahaha
ending. bye bye.
Yesterday was actually one of the worst and best days ever this year. (The reason for it being one of the best I will post in another blog). Yesterday I moved myself away from the computer and spent the day with my best friend and some others going to a concert not far from where we live. The band are known, but are incredibly down to earth guys so we just hung out with them (near enough) for the entire day. You Me At Six are incredible, let me tell you (if you didn't know it already), but I'm completely going off task here.
Yesterday news broke out about something that is really close to my heart, or should I say someone. That person is someone I love very dearly. They mean a lot to me and to see them hurting makes me hurt. Yesterday I was hurting. I was hurting because that person was hurting and I wanted to take away as much of that pain as I could, but I couldn't do it. I wasn't anywhere near them and I kinda felt selfish enjoying myself yesterday because of how much the person I would do anything for was hurting.
I hate the person who hurt him. I hate them. I saw it coming a mile off and night after night I talked to my mother about the same thing and she would always say the same. "She's out to do to him what he did to his ex-girlfriend" and she did. She did exactly that. Now he's feeling so much pain. I know what they say about karma and everything, but no one and I mean no one deserves to feel any sort of pain. Particularly when you are so in love with someone that you are blinded by it, and to be honest he did wear rose-tinted glasses when it came to her.
I am here for him. Friends help friends and I'm only ever an email, iChat or phone call away. I always will be here, no matter what happens. He can get over this. He will get over this. He needs to take time out and re-evaluate his life now and truly think about himself for once. I want him to be happy with himself first and formost. I will always love him. No matter what. I will always have his back. No matter what. I never liked that girl, and I never will.
My friend, will be okay because I'm here for him.
Did you ever once believe that maybe things didn't work out because fate knew that you deserved better?
I love you.
Yesterday news broke out about something that is really close to my heart, or should I say someone. That person is someone I love very dearly. They mean a lot to me and to see them hurting makes me hurt. Yesterday I was hurting. I was hurting because that person was hurting and I wanted to take away as much of that pain as I could, but I couldn't do it. I wasn't anywhere near them and I kinda felt selfish enjoying myself yesterday because of how much the person I would do anything for was hurting.
I hate the person who hurt him. I hate them. I saw it coming a mile off and night after night I talked to my mother about the same thing and she would always say the same. "She's out to do to him what he did to his ex-girlfriend" and she did. She did exactly that. Now he's feeling so much pain. I know what they say about karma and everything, but no one and I mean no one deserves to feel any sort of pain. Particularly when you are so in love with someone that you are blinded by it, and to be honest he did wear rose-tinted glasses when it came to her.
I am here for him. Friends help friends and I'm only ever an email, iChat or phone call away. I always will be here, no matter what happens. He can get over this. He will get over this. He needs to take time out and re-evaluate his life now and truly think about himself for once. I want him to be happy with himself first and formost. I will always love him. No matter what. I will always have his back. No matter what. I never liked that girl, and I never will.
My friend, will be okay because I'm here for him.
Did you ever once believe that maybe things didn't work out because fate knew that you deserved better?
I love you.
I feel like a happy blog. Today I was thinking about the same person I always think of and I'm currently watching Loose Women and they were talking about 'the one' and whether it is actually true. One of the ladies said "usually you know who 'the one' is for you as soon as you meet them, the first time you meet them you know." I actually believe this. I knew as soon as I met the person who I constantly talk/think/write about I knew he was the one.
I think you can tell. You don't just get an attraction from looks, but also you feel like this connection with that person. When I first met the guy I was talking about I first watched him from afar and noticed his confident style demeanor and when he started talking to me he seemed sensitive and shy. We clicked. It was entirely way too weird and something I wasn't expecting but it happened. When we hugged, we both went in for the hug at the same time. It was just like we were drawn together. He was the first guy that I ever got butterflies from.
I always thought I was in love with this guy from school but looking back on it, I really wasn't. I know where near felt about the guy from school as I do about the guy I actually am in love with. I actually never got nervous, or butterflies around the guy from school. With the guy I'm in love with I get that. I become excited, I constantly smile or laugh. I always have to look at him and get such a rush when I see him looking back at me, or when he tries to pretend he's not looking but I catch him anyway.
I honestly never feel happier than I do when I'm in his presence. When I'm not in his presence he is all I think about, all I want to talk about and I always just want to be around him. I believe in 'the one', I believe there is one person who is out there for you and I've found my person. Whether God allows that person to be in my life more than he already is I won't know because I don't know God's path for me yet. Hopefully it's going to be an amazing journey which does indeed include my 'the one'.
I think you can tell. You don't just get an attraction from looks, but also you feel like this connection with that person. When I first met the guy I was talking about I first watched him from afar and noticed his confident style demeanor and when he started talking to me he seemed sensitive and shy. We clicked. It was entirely way too weird and something I wasn't expecting but it happened. When we hugged, we both went in for the hug at the same time. It was just like we were drawn together. He was the first guy that I ever got butterflies from.
I always thought I was in love with this guy from school but looking back on it, I really wasn't. I know where near felt about the guy from school as I do about the guy I actually am in love with. I actually never got nervous, or butterflies around the guy from school. With the guy I'm in love with I get that. I become excited, I constantly smile or laugh. I always have to look at him and get such a rush when I see him looking back at me, or when he tries to pretend he's not looking but I catch him anyway.
I honestly never feel happier than I do when I'm in his presence. When I'm not in his presence he is all I think about, all I want to talk about and I always just want to be around him. I believe in 'the one', I believe there is one person who is out there for you and I've found my person. Whether God allows that person to be in my life more than he already is I won't know because I don't know God's path for me yet. Hopefully it's going to be an amazing journey which does indeed include my 'the one'.
I have no idea what has come over me at the moment. I'm happy believe me I am, but there is still part of my heart that is aching tremendously. I'm trying to become more at peace with myself and my life. I'm trying to reach for more, and believe me I'm not giving up. I feel like everything is sinking in now and I'm going to bide my time. Of course I'm talking about a particular person but that's for later on in the blog.
Yesterday my friend showed me pictures of my old school crush. Well I believed I was in love with him. I looked at him and gosh did I feel sick. Really I had no idea why I liked that person in the first place, he was nothing but an idiot! Really, I just couldn't see past it and I think that's where my heart's peace has come into it - I'm finally over him and what I believed we had at school.
As for the other person who's making my heart ache - its not really in a bad way - I'm so in love with that person that I'm prepared to take the bad with the good, of course its going to be hard, but I don't know, I'm not ready to give up just yet. I'm not prepared to give up that every time we meet we both click with each other and some may say its in my head but I know deep down in my heart that's it's really not. I'm here when you need me, never forget that...
But it don't mean that this ain't right, we just both need a little more time...
Yesterday my friend showed me pictures of my old school crush. Well I believed I was in love with him. I looked at him and gosh did I feel sick. Really I had no idea why I liked that person in the first place, he was nothing but an idiot! Really, I just couldn't see past it and I think that's where my heart's peace has come into it - I'm finally over him and what I believed we had at school.
As for the other person who's making my heart ache - its not really in a bad way - I'm so in love with that person that I'm prepared to take the bad with the good, of course its going to be hard, but I don't know, I'm not ready to give up just yet. I'm not prepared to give up that every time we meet we both click with each other and some may say its in my head but I know deep down in my heart that's it's really not. I'm here when you need me, never forget that...
But it don't mean that this ain't right, we just both need a little more time...
I don’t want to be selfish, I really really don’t, but you’re killing me here. I’m in love with you so much that it hurts. It hurts me more and more with each passing moment. With each passing day, month. I don’t want you to be unhappy, I love you too much to want you to be unhappy, but I want you to stop flaunting it. Please. I’m trying my hardest to move on, even though I don’t want to. I’m trying, even though I love you so much I don’t want to. I’m in a lose lose situation and it’s painful. I’m at a cross roads and want to turn the way I need to turn to get away but I can’t cause I know even though I’m in pain now, the pain I’ll have if I turn away and leave you and this situation, these feelings, will be so excruciating that I may as well forget what life is all about and just curl up in ball. Please don’t make me have to make that decision, please.
Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were/are. You wonder what's to come.
There is so much truth in that honestly. I feel like I need to grow up. I feel like I need to let go. The biggest problem is that I just can't. Yesterday everything seemed to fall into place for someone, and I would most likely kill to have that, with my special someone. The two things are tied, and tied together closely. I don't want a domino effect. I'm honestly worried so much that that's what we are going to get, a domino effect of people rushing into things because other people have told them about certain aspects of the whole package. I just don't want it to happen, not yet, be young for a while first, please. I would definitely get on my knees and beg for you to not do that. I have faith in you. My special person. I know that they will think before they act, I just don't want them to become overwhelmed and excited, I want them to slow down. I'm happy for the others, but please don't you do the same. Not until you're ready. And when that day comes and you're ready, that's the day I'll move on, unless I'm the lucky girl, and then I will be on something higher than cloud 9 cause that's how much I love you.
I just finished watching the Jonas Brothers Concert Experience: Up Close and Personal. One word: WOW. I actually cannot put into words how it made me feel. I started off crying, then I smiled, then I cried some more, then I smiled some more. I was just going full circle. For me actually being in New York City when they played Madison Square Garden, on the Burnin' Up Tour, was the best experience of my life. Undoubtedly the best experience of my 2008. Sharing that with them is something I will never replace. Watching it back put everything into perspective for me.
Sometimes I have people (other Jonas Brothers fans mainly) telling me how lucky I am. Sometimes I sit there and don't quite get how I am lucky, I mean I get to see them in concert and stuff but so do other people - whether they say the same to them I do not know - but its like going to see any other band/artist in concert. Don't get me wrong I am amazingly grateful for everything I get when I go see those three New Jersey boys, but sometimes I can't always see where people are coming from when they call me lucky.
It finally clicked. I watched the DVD and it just clicked. I sat there with it on pause for a while, because I was having to watch it in sections cause it was bringing back all these amazing memories, that I just wanted to sink back into. It was something Joe said that truly made me snap out of it "And finally to you guys our fans. Over the past five years we've seen some amazing things, but we never expected so many people to come out to Times Square. We really do love you guys."
The fact that I was one of the many people there that night makes me smile the biggest smile ever. Their facial expressions made me laugh, smile, everything all through joy! I can remember when they did play to 200 people, and they had to go to the radio stations to basically beg people to come to a show. Now look at them go, its like they finally got the wings they deserve after all these years, and they are flying away, in true Jonas Brothers fashion, with style!
They still remain the best people I have ever met. They still stay the same, each time I've spoken to them, not one of them has changed their personality towards me or my best friend. Sure they may be more comfortable around us now, more forward, but they are still the three politest guys that I've ever met. I have no doubt in my heart that that will always remain the same.
Sure they are growing older, sure they are getting more fame but honestly I don't see a change in them. I know I never will. I cannot be any prouder than I am right now. It may seem like I'm putting them up on this pedestal, no way am I saying they are perfect, they are just human beings, no one is perfect. They are a family, a family living its dream and to see that evolve is the best feeling in the world, because in my opinion it couldn't happen to better boys, better people or a better family.
Thank you for everything.
<3 Lizz.
Sometimes I have people (other Jonas Brothers fans mainly) telling me how lucky I am. Sometimes I sit there and don't quite get how I am lucky, I mean I get to see them in concert and stuff but so do other people - whether they say the same to them I do not know - but its like going to see any other band/artist in concert. Don't get me wrong I am amazingly grateful for everything I get when I go see those three New Jersey boys, but sometimes I can't always see where people are coming from when they call me lucky.
It finally clicked. I watched the DVD and it just clicked. I sat there with it on pause for a while, because I was having to watch it in sections cause it was bringing back all these amazing memories, that I just wanted to sink back into. It was something Joe said that truly made me snap out of it "And finally to you guys our fans. Over the past five years we've seen some amazing things, but we never expected so many people to come out to Times Square. We really do love you guys."
The fact that I was one of the many people there that night makes me smile the biggest smile ever. Their facial expressions made me laugh, smile, everything all through joy! I can remember when they did play to 200 people, and they had to go to the radio stations to basically beg people to come to a show. Now look at them go, its like they finally got the wings they deserve after all these years, and they are flying away, in true Jonas Brothers fashion, with style!
They still remain the best people I have ever met. They still stay the same, each time I've spoken to them, not one of them has changed their personality towards me or my best friend. Sure they may be more comfortable around us now, more forward, but they are still the three politest guys that I've ever met. I have no doubt in my heart that that will always remain the same.
Sure they are growing older, sure they are getting more fame but honestly I don't see a change in them. I know I never will. I cannot be any prouder than I am right now. It may seem like I'm putting them up on this pedestal, no way am I saying they are perfect, they are just human beings, no one is perfect. They are a family, a family living its dream and to see that evolve is the best feeling in the world, because in my opinion it couldn't happen to better boys, better people or a better family.
Thank you for everything.
<3 Lizz.
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